the arteries to your fucking heart must be blocked.

its like when your lying there, on the surgery table.
10, 9.. Staring and the Hundreth of an inche of surgical steel and will soon be going through your chest. Sweating, breathing fast and hard.
8,7 your vision is getting blury. your breathing slows down
6,5 Your getting cold and feel the chill running up your legs, creeping up your back.
4,3 your throat is closing, your heartbeat is getting loud like its right beside your ears.
2 the darkness id going to take you know. Better hope you don't wake up.
1 Goodnight. I Love you.