Whats wrong with you? Did you loose your fucking mind?

honestly,its like im not alive. he just walked right by me , without even looking. Why did he look so sad? he did it everytime i seen him. He was supposed to love me. Before i left, he seen me. He looked right at me, but looked away as if..i wasnt even there. His mind was gone. His brains were scattered across the pavement, and blended in with the snow. He was gone now. I cried , but..nothing come out. No water, no tears. What was wrong with me ? why wouldnt i cry? can you tell me? . I felt a cold soft hand on my face, looking up- he was there looking into my eyes. Your dead, your gone now.. your not here . Your body is right there. he said No baby. Im alive, with you now.i love you