FF.

Im Moving away again.
Now im starting to see, a different side of you.
I know i havent been the best friend.
But you, without even noticing have been the worst.
You know im competitive, and you continue to push.
You know the things i hate, and you continue to do them.
You say im perfect, well fuck you.
You get pissed off ALL THE TIME for no reason.
You brought me down to your level, and now...its too late to change.
There goes to chance at Media Arts. Sure, i coulda changed...but that meant having to deal with you , didnt seem worth it.
Now, this is me saying Fuuccckkkk yoooooouu.
You say your not a druggie, well...maybe your not
its all you talk and think about.
your negative, your so mean to yourself. you dont realize that you dont deserve those backstabbing bitches as friends.
stop feeling so damn sorry for yourself, im sorry NOBODY CARES.
They like YOU. stop thinking they dont...
my god, get out of your fucking box and open your goddamn eyes a little widerr.
Kinda like, that dirty picture someone sent me.
I know alot of stuff you dont know i know.
Your "sources" are what you think based on impressions.
this is all i dont have to say to you.
this is all you havent told me
your "best friend"
continue to lie to yourself, im fine with that.
Come two months from now, im gone :) ive tried to help
I cant help someone, that doesnt want to help themself.
Love Forever,
Marley

Your boyfriend, is better than that jock strap

*****BE PREPARED FOR LONG ENTRY******
Why do some people hide behid closed doors? i mean. I know why they do, alot of us humans are really big bitches and assholes. I mean, everyone has secrets right, but for some people. Thier secrets, are much bigger. Such as beng Lesbian, Bisexual,transgendered, or gay. Why should they hide? can enyone tell me? Personally, im straight. But alot of straight people i find, dont approve of friends/family of bieng gay. WHY NOT? why does it take some getting used to? its just like...for instance
Imagine everyone in the world bieng Gay or lesbian.
Every woman wanting to be a man. Every man wanting the be a woman.
Now, lets say one day a lesbian individual come out and said im straight.
It's the same as bieng "straight"(so people think) and coming out. It doesnt make a difference, your friend will still be the same person your mother sister brother father cousin aunt uncle will still be your family. Its just a matter of how YOU choose to see it.
Now lets put aside the orientation situation for a moment. Another topic id like to share is,
Why do people hide who they are? or try to fit in ? Lol. I ind life boring when you walk down a hall looking at clones of stuck up bitches they call * kool girls*. Everyone on this earth is equal. Well i should actually say everyone balances eachother out. Why look at the world in such a negative way?. Does enyone actually notice or let alone care of more than just looks? he could be the hottest person in school-but the biggest bitch in the city. I wouldnt go for him. Today i went to the Fabulous Youth Symporium a place for Gay,Bi,Les and Transs to go chill out. Ive never seen so many of the nicest most amazing people in my life. And when you leave the building you look at see the way reality is. Where not all people feel the same way i do about orientation- one of my Best friends is A lesbian, and i couldnt care less. She is the funniest most caring person ive ever met. These people deserve quite an applause, for what most of them go threw in a year.
This is Marley thoughts of the day.
Peace(L)

cancerbats

cancer bats..cancer bats looking good in thier reoooooooooooowww cancer bats.
Haha it was a siiiiiiiccckkkkk crazy show.
i got hit in the face. Lol. i got a kick ass pic with Liam Cormier.
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